Adores the silence in the noisy world

Tuesday, December 29, 2009

I dunnoe what i want.

When bedok is near I hoped for tampines
Now I get jalan besar.

When ppl finished work at 530 i went hme at 7 last time,
Now i go hme at 9.

When product is too much for me to sell, i cannot focus,
Now the product only allow annual mode.

When I can wore any heels last time,
Now my feets hurts like hell.

when I have my own big table last time,
Now i stand whole day.

when i get along super well with my ex colleagues,
I choose to leave.

haiz. whose fault. my fault.

10:24 PM

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

2009 is gg to be over soon in a couple of days.

Some ppl says its has been a great yr for them.

But certainly not me. Its been a lot of ups and down. 2009 was probably one of the worst yrs i had if i could ever remembered.

A slight recaps:

For the first time I sat flyer. (jan)

A welcome party @ bedok branch. I was so new then.(jan)

Officially graduated from sim in april.

Batam on easter day (april)

First oversea trip with darlings to taiwan (early May)

first oversea trip with colleagues to genting! its was so fun! (mid may)
*the only grp pic i found. early in e morning at 4 am while waiting for hotel check in.

Our first clubbing as bedok team :)(May)

June to July was probably the worst months. I hope and I want to forget. But thing is nv easy. I'm glad I had friends and colleagues who stood by me this period.

I still celebrated my 23rd with my girls without him. (june)

Jo was e nicest to celebrate with me on my actual day so that i wun feel lonely.

* I discard my sony cyber and is a proud owner of canon ixus nw its a bdae gift:)

Jo was probably the first i know who contracted h1n1. the bbq which was supposed to be on may to celebrate her bdae was pushed all the way to july where she recovered. we called it a post h1n1 party. (july)

I went for my sales retreat with UOB at pulai spring. (august)

September, I submitted my letter.

Eversince I submitted, I went to the clinic almost every week. :(

I went genting with love and we love it.(early oct)

Its been so long since we went on a family trip. went hgk macau and zhuhai.(mid oct)

Lastly , bkk with xm. I still loves bkk. (end oct)

November: I'm starting my job in OC, hopefully its a fresh start.

I realised I went alot of trips this yr although all small small trips but with diff grps. which means more and more ppl know I SNORED!. haha

Tml is the last day of training le. so fast 1 mth passed.

I cant wait for the year to end also.

Xmas eve tml! i'm happy this xmas coz i received the best xmas gift! hehe.

10:59 PM

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I had great buys at both loreal sales and shiseido sales.

Now i'm thinking of iphone. shld i get a new line?

9:06 PM

Saturday, November 28, 2009

I loves long weekend like this :)

Baby, friends, mjs, movies, dinners and chill.

Its just makes my weekend great.

I hate e fact that tml is sunday again.

I only have a few more weekends to spend before it is deprived by work again.

I just burnt a super big hole again buying something i dont like but i need it.

I hope my eyes recovers quickly i wanna take photo again

i loves this photo so much.

11:59 PM

Monday, November 23, 2009

I had a greatweekend before work officially start on tue.

boss's treat on farewell lunch at jack place; steamboat; veron's baby first mth; mjs;no soccer;

I love weekend like this.

12:19 AM

Friday, November 20, 2009

I need a 3rd wardrobe! how?!

2:27 AM

Monday, November 16, 2009

I wanna buy alot of things and do alot of things!

*in no order

eyebrow embroidery

When starhub launch iphone

i wished for a polaroid camera too

*I wanna buy an designer handbag for cny.

*I wanna buy new watch

as i'm currently wanted to start a weight mgmt program, i need to save $$ for that.
I wished i nv signed e package for hair treatments den this money can use for iphone.. But its all too late.

I dunwan to touch my savings!
Faster start work so i can spend again!

3:24 PM

Sunday, November 08, 2009

sometimes it's better off alone.

cause it doesn't make a difference anymore.

like everyother girl, i also wish to find my "the one"

she feels like an idiot holding on. if only she could...

8:58 PM

Wednesday, October 28, 2009

I bought 4 pairs of freshkon big eye contact lenses. It's monthly disposable which supposed to last for the next 4 months.

But I used it all up within one month. Fucking waste $.

First pair : eye infection which i think i shld throw away. life span 5 days
2nd : dunnoe who drop my lenses in e toilet and lost it. no one want to admit it. life span: 3 days
3rd pair: I teared it myself. life span 1.5 weeks.

Now I'm on my fourth pair. one month lenses total cost 95 dollars! WTF!

5:30 PM

Thursday, October 22, 2009

Its been long since the whole family went for an overseas trip together.

We choose Hongkong ever though they wanna go taiwan initially but I just went early this year.

But I will defn won't wanna stay at hongkong for long. Everything is so hectic there also.

We just eat and eat and eat. haiz. when will i ever slim down?

I bought this pretty sets of earring from pierre cardin during the flight. I super love it! can wear to work!

12:33 PM

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

I really don't deserved the treatment I'm getting now.
I used up all my effort.
I'm already trying my best.
If nobody feel it, I can't do anything.
If ppl take it for granted, then I'm sorry it's really exhausting.

I never needed anyone for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain
I never needed ppl for judgements
I never needed ppl to question what I spent
I never asked for help
I WILL take care of myself

If nobody loves me anymore , I will love myself more.
If nobody dotes me anymore, I will pamper myself more.

11:10 PM

Wednesday, October 07, 2009

I dunnoe what happened.

Ever Since I tendered, I have been taking MCs almost every week and its not those keng wan.

I think I'm cursed by my wicked boss.

I was down with Flu and severe cough for the first week.

2nd week I had feng mo (hives) rashes.

3rd week I had eye infection due to contact lenses and I'm still on glasses.

Now serving my last week, My leg become swollen due to an insect bite and it's full of pus inside. I'm worried that there's a need for minor surgery. Doctor say have to wait till friday then see how. It will defn has a scar quoted by doctor and love.

I'm gg hongkong next week hope nothing goes wrong *prays*

I'm gg bkk with xiaomin at the end of the month!!!! yeah ! She will be my shopping kaki , colleague and also batch mates!!!!!! yeah yeah!

*prays*

10:21 PM